DECIDE to decide.

Exit your life outgrown.
GO. DO. BE. Enter your living of the damn thing.
Demand today BE the last day you don’t decide to DECIDE.

The reckoning is what feels like your life is in total utter deconstruction

being bulldozed

like what is going on

break down

dry valley desert slo...

The Pattern.

I lay in his lap

Curl up like a 5 year old needing rocking

I lay my head in the slope where his neck and shoulder meet

He watches TV ...

I fell in love with a boy who took me to church.

The end happened in my hand raised and began again with my face down kneeling and weeping.

I fell i...

For the woman who doesn’t know how to exist without a timeline taped to your back…Without a finish line in front of you. Without a coach, a calendar, ...

LET ME BE VERY CLEAR ...

WE THINK WE HAVE SERIOUS PROBLEMS. BUT WHAT HAVE IS ONE SIMPLE SOLUTION NO ONE IS TAPPING INTO BECAUSE WE DON’T HAVE THE GO...

It’s not the thing.  

It’s your energy.  

It’s THE energy you bring to it.  

It’s YOUR energy around the thing that you bring to the thing that mat...

I bought sunflower seeds for 74 cents two months ago

They came with easy no-kill-anyone-can-do-this directions

firmly telling me I had a limited amo...

I think there are soul mates that find each other
disrupt each other
break each other
and fall apart with each other.

I think there are soul mates that ...

The Edge.

I can see her standing there on the edge of the cliff
Her toes touching the hard rock
Curled down
Clinched tight.

I imagine her feeling their...

Two weeks ago, I had major surgery.

This one is a long recovery & I have to remind myself to go slow because all my healing is on the inside

Thes...

Two Things that MIGHT MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE to Someone Today.

WHAT IF we thought about the word COST differently?

Often, we think of this small but ...

I had my first seizure last Tuesday.

I know…What the what?! Who includes that in their list of “firsts?”

And holy what wow…Did it wipe me out!

Lite...

I was left for dead.

So yeah…

I’m making sure they see me living.

I say out loud what others think in their heads

I step up when others step back

You are Not the Exception to the Rule.

I know you think you are, but you’re not so stop the one-way dirt road thinking that is causing you more harm ...

Why do we wait until it’s too late?

Until our back is up against the wall

Until the doctor says so

Until the bill is past due

Until the credit car...

For the person waiting on...

The right time

More money

A proposal

Kids to go back to school

Kids to go to college

A better job

A medical test

I remember when I couldn't say his name.
Uttering the word just seemed odd
made it weird
and unreal
Like he was just some made up monster talked about by ...

When we were kids and we used to pass notes in class

Remember?

We drew little square boxes

Do you like me

We wrote

Check Yes or Check No. Full of...

I am not an "eventually" kind of woman. I am the kind of woman you scoop up and claim and embrace before someone else will. I am not

an "eventually" ...

I hate rules. 

I am the FIRST to say let’s break them. Find a way around them. 

BUT, in all my breaking 

I’ve made some messes 

and ...

What if you turned all your worrying, wandering, wondering What Ifs into What Ifs that actually freed you to create your world where your worries di...